Apathy

As the world changes
I get board of the memories
Dealing with tedious events
Monotony of every day life
Experience trivial excuses
Randomness of continual reality
Existence towards death
Circumstance unconscious collective
Hell opens and I walk forwards
Cant walk backwards
Chained to a deeper part of the mind
Pain accepting what I have done wrong
Loss of interest in motivation
Attitude to exterior stimuli limited
There is no saviour of my soul
The hearts blood dissolves
God's existence still untold
Apathy silence and freezing cold
Gates of Hell darkness foretold
Judgement of my miserable fate
Underground where the Devil waits
Contemplating suicide
I want to die!

25.01.15 (c) [PMFP.]

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